contact.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

valued.

Image
then you find out you're replaceable despite your rarity, your uniqueness, your energy that moment is humbling because you have to come to terms with the fact that there isn't a scale to measure your quality your worth― something you valued high is now irrelevant there's no number, just relativity no, there's a number and it's one. you are one; as whole as one could be one of one but among many others & the same person who loved you as a whole is willing to sacrifice what makes you complete you now feel reduced to that speck of an human being swimming in a sea of billions of beings & the only thing that has value is the price it'll cost to lose you & you learn it's a price they're willing to pay that is the day you learn that you are appraised only after you are no longer wanted
Read more

i buried myself inside of you

Image
"I took all my feelings, my wants and needs, my dreams and I buried them inside you. I planted myself inside you and waited to bloom. And it didn't take no eighteen years to find out the soi l was hard and rocky and it wasn't never gonna bloom." -Rose    Artist:  Vinc e Low Muse: Viola Davis as Rose Maxson Movie: Fences i pulled myself apar t; slowly  placed pieces of me in your soul.    within  the body of the man whose arms melted away my woes . never questioning whether  it would be the final resting place of my dreams  because i was  anxious to see them come into f ruition  through you.  how i hoped you'd flourish and I'd be able to propagate from you ;  b loss oming into  the woman i dreamed of with your aid.  how i hoped it w ould be  a temporary  place until i found  time in-b etween lo ving you   & becoming all the things you needed me to be.  y et, as i sh...
Read more

growth.

Image
Artist: Debra Cartwright "What does growth feel like to you?" Stagnant. Suffocating. The most uncomfortable feeling I've ever felt. In some moments I'm not sure if I'm growing or breaking. I feel myself falling apart but I'm not sure if I'm shedding, producing a new layer, or if I'm broken. Simply, I feel raw. Completely exposed to the world and every element. I don't recognize myself, physically or mentally. It's the most difficult thing I've ever gone through. One thing I can't deny, and it's the reminder I have to reassure me that this is growth, and it's the aches. The aches are growing pains and I remind myself that the pain has the potential to birth a new strength. Everyday I wake up amazed by the fact that I'm up to see a new day and that I made it through yesterday; I survived. One day I asked myself "How?", and that's when I knew it was because I had become stronger. ...
Read more